Fear. Yes that is what I'm feeling right now... It might just be the usual bout of paranoia that sets in when things like this happen, and I hope it is, but what if its not?
Perhaps not fear, rather pure abject terror. That's a nice sounding way of putting it, although the meaning stays the same. I really hate it when this occurs. I know that I should never EVER trust what my head conjures in my moments alone with my thoughts, cause it is almost always wrong. But that's the problem... 'almost' is the key word. And unfortunately that 'almost' puts this huge question mark and even greater terror with. What if it's right this time?
Trusting that all will go well is hard indeed. I admire those with unshakeable faith. How I wish I was one of them. So, should I face that fear and voice it out? or stay my hand and feel uneasy for awhile longer...? Dilemma, dilemma, dilemma...
"Wit beyond measure is man's greatest treasure"
Really...??? My wit seems to be screwing me over.
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